Depression is a hell of a thing.
It’s something that I deal with. And most of the time I deal with it fine (thanks to the medication I’m on). I can drag myself out of whatever hole I’ve fallen into but some days, some days it’s a lot harder. Some days, I feel like everything sucks and the more I do to try and make myself feel better the worse I feel. I feel that the world is a horrible place and I feel so helpless.
This is normally not something I would blog about as I try to keep things kind of light and funny. But it’s been a few bad days. And I’m a firm believer in not sweeping depression under the rug as most of us who suffer from it feel ashamed which only serves to make it worse.
I read a few books this weekend and worked on some knitting. I watched a bunch of Futurama. I can’t really focus enough to write about any of it but I’m hoping to get to it later this week. Thanks for sticking with me, everyone.